Tis the Season!

Well yeah that time of season again. It is definitely not the holidays creating this, but I am feeling depressed. I think it is just a re occurrence with me every few months I start feeling depressed. I fight through it though as much as I can and I continue doing all that I'm supposed to be doing as far as rehabilitation and dieting so everything else seems to be OK. I just get depressed sometimes. I am happy to note though that I went from 209 pounds at Kennedy Krieger to 185 pounds six weeks later. This is very good news considering it has not been easy but I do think that the exercise has helped. My friends came to visit me and it went well. I was glad to see them. And of course I am soliciting for money again so that I can get the equipment that I need. I am hopeful that the money will come flowing in any day now, but as usual $29,000 is needed, all this stuff is so expensive. I also need to figure out a way to get my college and ministerial college paid for. I'm looking on line at scholarships and grants. But if anybody knows any other way let me know. And of course in the mean time I am doing 5 speeches between now and the second week of March for toastmasters to get my competent communicator manual done. I can't wait to get that finished. OK enough for today I will talk to you all later, I love you all